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Sheena Ashley (L)
Twenty Six March
Eighteen

Desires
My Loverboy
A new cellphone
Pretty tops,
bottoms
& dresses
And the list goes on




Monday, January 26, 2009

I don't feel good at all about this moo moo year.
Yesterday, my creative zen died, my brother's phone died and the tv died too.
Wtfxz!
Seriously, I don't know how am I suppose to survive today without my zen.
Mummy told me that we're going to Amk today.
I wish I could skip that part of the day.
I can imagine the scene later on whereby all my relatives would bomb me questions like
Hey Sheena, how's your O's results?
So where are you going?
Poly cannot uh?
Than ITE or private?
If only I could insert a cork into their mouths.
!@#$%^&*
On a happier note, I will be able to catch up with Kimmy and Ming long.

/To be edited (:

So Chu Yi wasn't as bad as I expected.
Left home at 4plus.
We were super deee duper late this year.
First stop: Clementi, Wai Po's place.
Second stop: Mount Sinai, Ah yi's place.
Third stop: Amk, Mama's place.
Fourth stop: Amk, Uncle Sam's place
Fifth stop: Back to my place :D

Just a summarize version of Chu Yi.
Imma lazy blogger, you guys should know by now. =X

Sunday, January 11, 2009

It seems like yesterday when I stepped into Mr Yeo's office.
Somehow, I was like begging him for a chance to let me stay in Bowen to do my O levels.
I still remembered he asked me what course I am aiming for and I replied an IT course in NYP.
I have dreams and I want to accomplish them.
Me, Myself don't even understand why I am not taking things seriously.
Perhaps, I am born in a sliver spoon.
Everything is provided for me.
& I take things for granted cause I never once had to worry about my next meal or whether I had to wear clothes with holes.
I should thank Mummy and Daddy for that.
When Mummy cares for me, I shouted at her for being sucha pest.
Can you imagine my mother actually BEG me to study.
She told me this: Sheena, I beg you, please study. Seriously, I beg you. I beg I beg I beg you.
I am not trying to be dramatic here but it is the truth.
In a blink of an eye, it is the end of O's and I am getting my results back tmr.
Somehow,I knew, it killed me.
Okay, I shouldn't say it killed me.
I killed myself.
You can say I commit suicide.
I didn't treasure the chance he (Mr Yeo) gave me.
I am suppose to accomplish my dreams!
Perhaps, it is the lack of motivation?
Or maybe, I am just way too tired to mug after mugging so hard the year before for N's.
Honestly, to me, all these are excuses.
I wasted a year of my life being a redundant.

I did a little reflection moments ago.
I came to realize I spent last year in a very wrong way.
Instead of studying hard, I was loving hard.
Call me dumb.
I was loving a man who can't be moved so hard.
In the end, we didn't get together and the funniest part is I am over him now.
Come to think of that, everything I did went into the drain in the speed of light.
& I don't see a point for me to love him like a mad dog.
It affected my studies so badly.
Apart from that, laziness had overcome me time after time.
Today, I have to bear the consequences of my actions.

I don't ask for much.
All I want is just another chance in Bowen.
To accomplish my dreams.
And this time, I will study hard.
Yeah yeah,
Talk is cheap ; Actions speaks.
I will prove that.
All I need is just another chance. ):

Labels: Damm Regret

Friday, January 9, 2009




















Fate controls who walks into your life.
You decide who you want to be out of your life and who you want to be in your life.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Wakie at 12pm.
I gave K a morning call > :D
Online'd till around 2plus.
Cab'd down to Kovan.
Met K and afew of my classmates at Superbowl.
They had two games of bowl.
After the two games, we went to have lunch at QiJi.
The way R said QiJi sounds like JiJi.
Damm funny lor.
After lunch, we chatted awhile at QiJi before heading back to Superbowl.
This time they pool'd.
I had my virgin try in pool.
I know I sound like a mountain wu gui.
I simply sucks at pool but it's fun.
Arcade was next followed by another game of bowl.
Met Cx and Co at KFC as I have to collect my pay from Kj.
Bought dinner and met Mummy at interchange.
Bus'd back home with Mummy.

(You know who you are)
Sorry for the hurt that I've inflicted on you in the past.
I'm glad we're friends once again.
:D

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy 2009!
Happy 16th Birthday to Ivan!
Happy 19th Birthday to Telvin Brother!


I had a hard time sending out text messages at 12am.
It's super frustrating.
Cause the sending failed thingy keep appearing on the phone.

Just a short post to wish all withlurvexz's readers a happy new year.
It's bed time for me.
Got to wake up early to help my maid to cook lunch for the family.
Nightxz!