And my wasted heart will love you

Thursday, April 30, 2009

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Friday, April 24, 2009

JANUARY BABY
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn.

FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness.Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious.Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH BABY
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper.. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.

MAY BABY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited.

JUNE BABY
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

JULY BABY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be with friends. Always brood about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST BABY
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing.loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER BABY
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.Strong mentality.. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous.. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

OCTOBER BABY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend.. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly.. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Lovable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music.

Somehow, it seems kind of true to me :D

Thursday, April 23, 2009

I keep procrastinating my revision for O's.
And this can't carry on.
Gotta pull up my socks already.

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April is coming to an end, like finally (:
Cause I'm lookin' forward to our Second Monthsary.
:D
I already have plans in mind.
All I have to do now is to save $.$

Baby,
Look forward for our Second Monthsary okay?
Cause it will be much more memorable than our first one :D
Despite everything that comes in our way,
I'm glad and thankful that you didn't give up on me,
I love you.

Labels: Studies, 070309(The Love Of My Life <3)

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

24hours per day seems to be insufficient for me.
I need at least 48hours.
I have been neglecting my family and girlfriends so badly.
There's so many things that I wanna do.
Like, Learn to play dota even though I am super CMI in it, Study for my O's, Arrange a meet up with my girlfriends, Spend more time with my family and the list goes on.

Sigh ):

I miss going to school.
At times like this, It really makes me regret for not studying last year.

Self note: I MUST NOT LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF!
RP NYP RP NYP RP NYP RP NYP RP NYP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh x2 )):

I think I am going to fall sick soon.
Body aches, Headaches, Gastric, Feel like puking.
I just dont know what is wrong with me.

And,
I forgot to mention that Mummy is having a cold war with me cause I fought for my freedom.

I just hate life now!

I want to attend school so badly, I want things between Mummy and me to be fine, I want to be happy, I want to score well for O's, I want to find a job after O's so I can buy my lap top. I want O's to end in the speed of light. I want to get into RP or NYP next year with my combined cert. I want to be a better person in life.

I shall stop whining and LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! :D
CAUSE EVERYTHING WILL GET BETTER IN TIME.
IT WILL.

Monday, April 13, 2009

I am missing Tshe Jin Hong so badly now ):

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Dota & Mu is snatching Baby away from me!
): x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
I want to play L4D!
Shooting games are more fun and easier to learn.
I am super CMI in Dota!
I doubt I can learn it at my finger tips.
I am thinking whether I should buy Sims and play.
Hmms, a DS is not bad either :D
And,
I think I can kiss O's goodbye already.
Text books, guide books and notes are turning me off!
How to succeed like this, you tell me?
LOL!

Boyfriend wants me to blog about our every moment.
So since I woke up this early today,
I shall blog about our outing yesterday to Escape. (:

1. Met Baby at his crib first
2. Aftermath, his dad drove us to Bishan.
3. We had Yoshinoya for our breakfast + lunch.
4. We saw Mrs Sundram there!
5. After lunch, we walked around J8 and I bought something to hang on my bagpack.
6. Met up with his friend at the bus stop and we bused down to Downtown.
7. Despite the limited rides in Escape, we still had fun.
8. Since we got complimentary tickets we shall go back again for more fun!
9. Baby, this time only the both of us okay? *hint hint*
10. Left Escape for dinner at E! hub.
11. We settled on Buddy Hoagies.
12. After dinner, we went to claim our free ferries wheel ride.
13. Bused back to Serangoon.
14. Baby's Dad fetch us back to his crib.
15. Stayed there till 11.45pm.
16. Baby's mum drove me back home with Baby.
17. HSH at 12am.

I miss the Go Kart at Escape already.
I think it is a good way to release stress.
I wanna go back there for more!
I think the best moment to go back there is somewhere near O's!
So I can release all my stress and be stress free on the actual dates itself!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

I never once blogged about you in withlurvexz.
Cause I have been keeping everything in my heart
And I guess, it is going to explode soon.

Dearest Tshe Jin Hong,
After all we had been through since January.
My love for you has grown way more than I thought it will be.
I want to be the one who paint a smile on your face.
I want to make you feel the happiest guy in the world.
I guess I failed cause till today you still can't feel it.
You still can't feel that I love you more than I love Kah Jing, Christopher & Desmond.
I dare to say that my love for you was way deeper than for them.
Remember those days when you are at the verge of giving up on me.
How did I beg you to stay.
I was crying so badly till I felt, I was defeated by you.
They never made me felt this way.
Somehow, only you had the ability to make me feel this way.
I always wanted to spend more time with you.
Thus, for the past two days, I travelled all the way from Serangoon to Yew Tee.
Just to feel your touch and to accompany you.
Can't you tell how much I love you from everything I did for you,
the little sacrifices here and there,
how I would tolerate your temper and nonsense and still decide to stick with you.

Sigh

I wished you know how much I love you.
You are just different from them.
Way too different.
I hope you understand and know.

I love you and I will NEVER let you go.

Stay close, don't go.

Cause we are meant to be, luv.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

So yesterday. . .

- Went to Baby's Crib.
- Had lunch together at Serangoon Garden.
- Back to his crib.
- Watched some dumb movie.
- Chomp Chomp for dinner.
- Ice cube for dessert.
- We had a memorable experience at Ice cube.
- Back to his crib again!
- Watched the 9pm Channel 8 show.
- Cab'd back at 10.30pm

Did you heard before that a picture speaks a thousand words?
Let them do the talking instead :D

Sinful indulgence,
Don't you agree?

I look like I am begging Baby for something =/

Baby, I am camera shy one lor!
I swear, I never step!
HAHA!

Ignore my messy hair.
Look at Baby acting cute instead.
:D

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Today is the 7th of April
so it marks our first monthsary.

Happy First Monthsary, My Luv.


Sheena Ashley (L) Twenty Six March Eighteen Desires My Loverboy A new cellphone Pretty tops, bottoms & dresses And the list goes on December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009	Thursday, April 30, 2009 Sigh, ): 11:34 PM · Friday, April 24, 2009 JANUARY BABY Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness.Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious.Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. MARCH BABY Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. APRIL BABY Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper.. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains. MAY BABY Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. JUNE BABY You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! JULY BABY Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be with friends. Always brood about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. AUGUST BABY outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing.loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. SEPTEMBER BABY Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.Strong mentality.. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous.. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. OCTOBER BABY Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend.. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. NOVEMBER BABY Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. DECEMBER BABY This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly.. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Lovable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. Somehow, it seems kind of true to me :D 1:47 PM · Thursday, April 23, 2009 I keep procrastinating my revision for O's. And this can't carry on. Gotta pull up my socks already. **************************************************************************************** April is coming to an end, like finally (: Cause I'm lookin' forward to our Second Monthsary. :D I already have plans in mind. All I have to do now is to save $.$ Baby, Look forward for our Second Monthsary okay? Cause it will be much more memorable than our first one :D Despite everything that comes in our way, I'm glad and thankful that you didn't give up on me, I love you. Labels: Studies, 070309(The Love Of My Life <3) 11:20 AM · Wednesday, April 22, 2009 FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! 8:11 AM · Sunday, April 19, 2009 24hours per day seems to be insufficient for me. I need at least 48hours. I have been neglecting my family and girlfriends so badly. There's so many things that I wanna do. Like, Learn to play dota even though I am super CMI in it, Study for my O's, Arrange a meet up with my girlfriends, Spend more time with my family and the list goes on. Sigh ): I miss going to school. At times like this, It really makes me regret for not studying last year. Self note: I MUST NOT LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF! RP NYP RP NYP RP NYP RP NYP RP NYP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sigh x2 )): I think I am going to fall sick soon. Body aches, Headaches, Gastric, Feel like puking. I just dont know what is wrong with me. And, I forgot to mention that Mummy is having a cold war with me cause I fought for my freedom. I just hate life now! I want to attend school so badly, I want things between Mummy and me to be fine, I want to be happy, I want to score well for O's, I want to find a job after O's so I can buy my lap top. I want O's to end in the speed of light. I want to get into RP or NYP next year with my combined cert. I want to be a better person in life. I shall stop whining and LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! :D CAUSE EVERYTHING WILL GET BETTER IN TIME. IT WILL. 12:38 AM · Monday, April 13, 2009 I am missing Tshe Jin Hong so badly now ): 2:31 PM · Sunday, April 12, 2009 Dota & Mu is snatching Baby away from me! ): x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 I want to play L4D! Shooting games are more fun and easier to learn. I am super CMI in Dota! I doubt I can learn it at my finger tips. I am thinking whether I should buy Sims and play. Hmms, a DS is not bad either :D And, I think I can kiss O's goodbye already. Text books, guide books and notes are turning me off! How to succeed like this, you tell me? LOL! 12:51 PM · Boyfriend wants me to blog about our every moment. So since I woke up this early today, I shall blog about our outing yesterday to Escape. (: 1. Met Baby at his crib first 2. Aftermath, his dad drove us to Bishan. 3. We had Yoshinoya for our breakfast + lunch. 4. We saw Mrs Sundram there! 5. After lunch, we walked around J8 and I bought something to hang on my bagpack. 6. Met up with his friend at the bus stop and we bused down to Downtown. 7. Despite the limited rides in Escape, we still had fun. 8. Since we got complimentary tickets we shall go back again for more fun! 9. Baby, this time only the both of us okay? hint hint 10. Left Escape for dinner at E! hub. 11. We settled on Buddy Hoagies. 12. After dinner, we went to claim our free ferries wheel ride. 13. Bused back to Serangoon. 14. Baby's Dad fetch us back to his crib. 15. Stayed there till 11.45pm. 16. Baby's mum drove me back home with Baby. 17. HSH at 12am. I miss the Go Kart at Escape already. I think it is a good way to release stress. I wanna go back there for more! I think the best moment to go back there is somewhere near O's! So I can release all my stress and be stress free on the actual dates itself! 11:58 AM · Thursday, April 9, 2009 I never once blogged about you in withlurvexz. Cause I have been keeping everything in my heart And I guess, it is going to explode soon. Dearest Tshe Jin Hong, After all we had been through since January. My love for you has grown way more than I thought it will be. I want to be the one who paint a smile on your face. I want to make you feel the happiest guy in the world. I guess I failed cause till today you still can't feel it. You still can't feel that I love you more than I love Kah Jing, Christopher & Desmond. I dare to say that my love for you was way deeper than for them. Remember those days when you are at the verge of giving up on me. How did I beg you to stay. I was crying so badly till I felt, I was defeated by you. They never made me felt this way. Somehow, only you had the ability to make me feel this way. I always wanted to spend more time with you. Thus, for the past two days, I travelled all the way from Serangoon to Yew Tee. Just to feel your touch and to accompany you. Can't you tell how much I love you from everything I did for you, the little sacrifices here and there, how I would tolerate your temper and nonsense and still decide to stick with you. Sigh I wished you know how much I love you. You are just different from them. Way too different. I hope you understand and know. I love you and I will NEVER let you go. Stay close, don't go. Cause we are meant to be, luv. 6:39 PM · Tuesday, April 7, 2009 So yesterday. . . - Went to Baby's Crib. - Had lunch together at Serangoon Garden. - Back to his crib. - Watched some dumb movie. - Chomp Chomp for dinner. - Ice cube for dessert. - We had a memorable experience at Ice cube. - Back to his crib again! - Watched the 9pm Channel 8 show. - Cab'd back at 10.30pm Did you heard before that a picture speaks a thousand words? Let them do the talking instead :D Sinful indulgence, Don't you agree? I look like I am begging Baby for something =/ Baby, I am camera shy one lor! I swear, I never step! HAHA! Ignore my messy hair. Look at Baby acting cute instead. :D * * * * * * * Today is the 7th of April so it marks our first monthsary. Happy First Monthsary, My Luv. 1:21 PM ·