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Sheena Ashley (L)
Twenty Six March
Eighteen

Desires
My Loverboy
A new cellphone
Pretty tops,
bottoms
& dresses
And the list goes on
Monday, December 29, 2008

I hate it when I break down and cry, feeling upset and sorry for myself.
Well, tonight is just another night whereby I miss you more than usual.
That's when I will think of the way you looked, the way you smiled and
the list goes on.
I remind myself constantly that whatever I do for you is
either you do not know a single thing about it
OR
even if you'd get to know about it,
you will not be bothered by it.
Needless to say, you would not feel sorry for me,
or even a least bit thankful for all that I've done.

However, after all I had been through, I still want the best for you.

At times,
 I wished you remember everything like the way I did.
I wished you knew how much I've missed & still missing you.
I wished you knew your care & concern are the warmest in the times of coldness like this.
I wished you knew when I need a listener or someone to rant to about my bad day
I would think of you as the best candidate.
I wished you knew I always love to see your cool back view on my cellphone screen.
I wished you knew what I really wish for & want this Christmas.
I wished you would not just stay in this silence but finally break it.
I wish you would make an effort to take a second look at me.
I wish you knew how much I've wished & still wishing for you.

I just don't know why
everything inside doesn't comes out right
& when I see you cry,
it makes me wanna die.


I should not have done so.
but
it had already happened.
So yeah,
I'm sorry, boy that I had fall for you.
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