Sheena Ashley (L)
Twenty Six March Eighteen
Desires
My Loverboy A new cellphone Pretty tops, bottoms & dresses And the list goes on
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Since after that incident,
I think you only strike a conversation with me whenever you need my help or thank me for something. I'm sure it is not so hard to talk to me.. Or is it really this hard? I guess I made it this hard. I'm sorry. ): All these while, I am afraid that one day I will run out of excuses to talk to you. And today I really did ran out of excuses to talk to you. What is left within us is just MAPLE. You don't talk to me like you always do. You don't bicker with me like you always do. You don't gossip with me like you always do. You don't ask me to ring you up whenever you are bored anymore. You don't pm me on Msn whenever you are bored anymore too. 为什么现在我觉得你离我很远很远? No matter how hard I try to reach out for you, I always failed. I really miss those mugging days whereby we mug for O's together. Even though, we are not together but with that closeness, I am contented. At that moment, I felt happiness once again. I was like the happiest girl in the world. Flames to dust, Lovers to friends, Why do all good things come to an end? I know I had screw'd things even further with all those "quarrels" and blah blah blah. A moment of folly, I guess. Each time when I get too emotional. My emotions just take its toll on me and lose control of myself. IdontknowwhyIamtypingallthesewhenIjollywellknowyoudontgiveadammaboutme. P/S: Tmr post will be about my new year resolutions. (: With that, I shall kiss emo posts goodbye (K) |