Jin Hong and Me had broke up, officially.
So yeah, those ah lianxz out there make your way to his heart uh (:
All the best, dude!
Thanks for everything including the heartbreak.
I am sorry for all those harsh words.
May you find your happiness.
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This part is for you.
I am really disappointed in you.
All the love, all the time and effort, all the shoulder to lean on and the best-est, bullshit.
What was your reaction when I told you about my feelings?
I have lost to her, an ah lianxz.
I am always too naive towards you, haven’t I?
Since what happened, I knew that I shouldn’t believe you over and over again.
However I always choose to believe you again and again and again, and again.
And I was played.

It was lust, it wasn’t love.
It should never be this way, it should have never started.
I want to be there for you always, but I just failed to do so.
Don't push the fault to me okay.
What I am an actress?
Come on, if you not happy come and confront me lah.
Why do this to me?
If is not true how?
What if it is an misunderstanding?
You choose to believe some outsider than me?
I didn't even hide anything from you, I swear.
If you think I did, confront me! CONFRONT ME!
You didn't even asked me about it and just judge me from what you oh so analyze and your
"evidence".
That's so unfair!
It was your fault! You let me down.
Don't push the blame to me can?
I did nothing that let you down.
What I told L and C are all my heartfelt words.
FUCK YOU!
I TREAT YOU SO WELL AND YOU THINK IT WAS A SHOW?
I'm speechless!
Do some reflection man!
I guess, no one will be able to last with you.
I don't want to rant about your bad points here.
I am saving your pride which you loved oh so much.
I thought you were different.
I was so so so so wrong.
In actual fact, we can end things easily.
BLAME YOURSELF FOR THIS UGLY BREAK UP!

(I trust you, God.
Therefore, I believe God, you will do the job for me.
Please give me justice! Please! ):
I really hope things would happen just like what Mummy said.)


Personally,
I am happy about this break up.
Though, it is still kind of hard on me now.
Cause honestly, I feel I deserve someone much much better.
I wanna thank Mummy and Daddy for always being there for me.
I love the both of you to bits.
I promise, I won't disappoint the both of you with my O level results.
For now, I gonna mug hard for my O's and go NYP or RP.
Thank god for this break up.
I get to know who are my true friends are.
Many thanks to Kelly, Chermaine, Cherilyn, Sophie, Hafizah, Zinnia, Gladys, Cai Xing, Liang hao, Joseph, Christopher and Kah Jing.
In a way or so, the words you people told me had made me stronger and led me to the right route.
I wanna thank Kah Jing for telling my mum, Jin Hong's number when I got chased out of the house. You made the right move! (:
I wanna thank Joseph for calling my mum checking whether things are okay.
I wanna thank those who texted me (you know who you people are) the day after I got chased out asking me whether I am okay and everything.
I wanna thank my unusual for being there for me.
I wanna thank my sixsome for being there for me.

Christopher, I will open my eyes for my next boyfriend.
I will heed your advice for my sake (:

I'm officially a member of Christopher's Anti ____ & ____ Club!
They just sucks big time!
Totally different from us lah!
Right, Christopher?
BURN THEM ALIVE, BURN THEM ALIVE!

Anyway, Christopher and I will be organizing a Five A Two clique outing.
More information will be given to those who are involved personally (:
Please do support us yo!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: Sudden urge of going to church! Anyone willing to join me? Kelly!!!!!!!!!!!! Want anot?

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