Sheena Ashley (L)
Twenty Six March
Eighteen
Twenty Six March
Eighteen
Desires
My Loverboy
A new cellphone
Pretty tops,
bottoms
& dresses
And the list goes on
My Loverboy
A new cellphone
Pretty tops,
bottoms
& dresses
And the list goes on
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
This blog just sucks big time!
Thus, I decided to move somewhere else to start anew.
Find me at yourslurvingly (:
Thus, I decided to move somewhere else to start anew.
Find me at yourslurvingly (:
Monday, June 1, 2009
I guessed I have attracted more haters!
I can only say I am a straightforward and honest person.
I doubt people out there had tried to feel me.
That's so so so unfair
BUT
Whatever!
I don't want to waste my energy about such matters anymore.
The old Me is dead and gone :D
So. . . .
Say hello to the new Sheena Ashley!
New life, New mindset, New goal!
Sometimes, in life, we make mistakes and we learn from it.
Comparisons are easily done once you had a taste of perfection :D
SUPERMAN SAVE ME LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO.
Over you by CHRIS DAUGHTRY suits my feelings now (:
I can only say I am a straightforward and honest person.
I doubt people out there had tried to feel me.
That's so so so unfair
BUT
Whatever!
I don't want to waste my energy about such matters anymore.
The old Me is dead and gone :D
So. . . .
Say hello to the new Sheena Ashley!
New life, New mindset, New goal!
Sometimes, in life, we make mistakes and we learn from it.
Comparisons are easily done once you had a taste of perfection :D
SUPERMAN SAVE ME LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO.
Over you by CHRIS DAUGHTRY suits my feelings now (:
I bought my pink phone! (Like Finally!)
But my dad confiscated my 8228XXXX number.
I dont know when will I be getting back that number.
Perhaps, dad will not return it to me anymore.
I guess, what I can only do now is just stick to my current ugly number.
):
But my dad confiscated my 8228XXXX number.
I dont know when will I be getting back that number.
Perhaps, dad will not return it to me anymore.
I guess, what I can only do now is just stick to my current ugly number.
):
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Jin Hong and Me had broke up, officially.
So yeah, those ah lianxz out there make your way to his heart uh (:
All the best, dude!
Thanks for everything including the heartbreak.
I am sorry for all those harsh words.
May you find your happiness.
/Edited
This part is for you.
I am really disappointed in you.
All the love, all the time and effort, all the shoulder to lean on and the best-est, bullshit.
What was your reaction when I told you about my feelings?
I have lost to her, an ah lianxz.
I am always too naive towards you, haven’t I?
Since what happened, I knew that I shouldn’t believe you over and over again.
However I always choose to believe you again and again and again, and again.
And I was played.
It was lust, it wasn’t love.
It should never be this way, it should have never started.
I want to be there for you always, but I just failed to do so.
Don't push the fault to me okay.
What I am an actress?
Come on, if you not happy come and confront me lah.
Why do this to me?
If is not true how?
What if it is an misunderstanding?
You choose to believe some outsider than me?
I didn't even hide anything from you, I swear.
If you think I did, confront me! CONFRONT ME!
You didn't even asked me about it and just judge me from what you oh so analyze and your
"evidence".
That's so unfair!
It was your fault! You let me down.
Don't push the blame to me can?
I did nothing that let you down.
What I told L and C are all my heartfelt words.
FUCK YOU!
I TREAT YOU SO WELL AND YOU THINK IT WAS A SHOW?
I'm speechless!
Do some reflection man!
I guess, no one will be able to last with you.
I don't want to rant about your bad points here.
I am saving your pride which you loved oh so much.
I thought you were different.
I was so so so so wrong.
In actual fact, we can end things easily.
BLAME YOURSELF FOR THIS UGLY BREAK UP!
(I trust you, God.
Therefore, I believe God, you will do the job for me.
Please give me justice! Please! ):
I really hope things would happen just like what Mummy said.)
Personally,
I am happy about this break up.
Though, it is still kind of hard on me now.
Cause honestly, I feel I deserve someone much much better.
I wanna thank Mummy and Daddy for always being there for me.
I love the both of you to bits.
I promise, I won't disappoint the both of you with my O level results.
For now, I gonna mug hard for my O's and go NYP or RP.
Thank god for this break up.
I get to know who are my true friends are.
Many thanks to Kelly, Chermaine, Cherilyn, Sophie, Hafizah, Zinnia, Gladys, Cai Xing, Liang hao, Joseph, Christopher and Kah Jing.
In a way or so, the words you people told me had made me stronger and led me to the right route.
I wanna thank Kah Jing for telling my mum, Jin Hong's number when I got chased out of the house. You made the right move! (:
I wanna thank Joseph for calling my mum checking whether things are okay.
I wanna thank those who texted me (you know who you people are) the day after I got chased out asking me whether I am okay and everything.
I wanna thank my unusual for being there for me.
I wanna thank my sixsome for being there for me.
Christopher, I will open my eyes for my next boyfriend.
I will heed your advice for my sake (:
I'm officially a member of Christopher's Anti ____ & ____ Club!
They just sucks big time!
Totally different from us lah!
Right, Christopher?
BURN THEM ALIVE, BURN THEM ALIVE!
Anyway, Christopher and I will be organizing a Five A Two clique outing.
More information will be given to those who are involved personally (:
Please do support us yo!!!!!!!!!!!
P/S: Sudden urge of going to church! Anyone willing to join me? Kelly!!!!!!!!!!!! Want anot?
So yeah, those ah lianxz out there make your way to his heart uh (:
All the best, dude!
Thanks for everything including the heartbreak.
I am sorry for all those harsh words.
May you find your happiness.
/Edited
This part is for you.
I am really disappointed in you.
All the love, all the time and effort, all the shoulder to lean on and the best-est, bullshit.
What was your reaction when I told you about my feelings?
I have lost to her, an ah lianxz.
I am always too naive towards you, haven’t I?
Since what happened, I knew that I shouldn’t believe you over and over again.
However I always choose to believe you again and again and again, and again.
And I was played.
It was lust, it wasn’t love.
It should never be this way, it should have never started.
I want to be there for you always, but I just failed to do so.
Don't push the fault to me okay.
What I am an actress?
Come on, if you not happy come and confront me lah.
Why do this to me?
If is not true how?
What if it is an misunderstanding?
You choose to believe some outsider than me?
I didn't even hide anything from you, I swear.
If you think I did, confront me! CONFRONT ME!
You didn't even asked me about it and just judge me from what you oh so analyze and your
"evidence".
That's so unfair!
It was your fault! You let me down.
Don't push the blame to me can?
I did nothing that let you down.
What I told L and C are all my heartfelt words.
FUCK YOU!
I TREAT YOU SO WELL AND YOU THINK IT WAS A SHOW?
I'm speechless!
Do some reflection man!
I guess, no one will be able to last with you.
I don't want to rant about your bad points here.
I am saving your pride which you loved oh so much.
I thought you were different.
I was so so so so wrong.
In actual fact, we can end things easily.
BLAME YOURSELF FOR THIS UGLY BREAK UP!
(I trust you, God.
Therefore, I believe God, you will do the job for me.
I really hope things would happen just like what Mummy said.)
Personally,
I am happy about this break up.
Though, it is still kind of hard on me now.
Cause honestly, I feel I deserve someone much much better.
I wanna thank Mummy and Daddy for always being there for me.
I love the both of you to bits.
I promise, I won't disappoint the both of you with my O level results.
For now, I gonna mug hard for my O's and go NYP or RP.
Thank god for this break up.
I get to know who are my true friends are.
Many thanks to Kelly, Chermaine, Cherilyn, Sophie, Hafizah, Zinnia, Gladys, Cai Xing, Liang hao, Joseph, Christopher and Kah Jing.
In a way or so, the words you people told me had made me stronger and led me to the right route.
I wanna thank Kah Jing for telling my mum, Jin Hong's number when I got chased out of the house. You made the right move! (:
I wanna thank Joseph for calling my mum checking whether things are okay.
I wanna thank those who texted me (you know who you people are) the day after I got chased out asking me whether I am okay and everything.
I wanna thank my unusual for being there for me.
I wanna thank my sixsome for being there for me.
Christopher, I will open my eyes for my next boyfriend.
I will heed your advice for my sake (:
I'm officially a member of Christopher's Anti ____ & ____ Club!
They just sucks big time!
Totally different from us lah!
Right, Christopher?
BURN THEM ALIVE, BURN THEM ALIVE!
Anyway, Christopher and I will be organizing a Five A Two clique outing.
More information will be given to those who are involved personally (:
Please do support us yo!!!!!!!!!!!
P/S: Sudden urge of going to church! Anyone willing to join me? Kelly!!!!!!!!!!!! Want anot?
Monday, May 18, 2009
One of my clique mate fav. phrase, Girls are stupid. After all that happened, it is tested and proven that the phrase was oh so true. I guess, I just can't run away from the fact that things between us had changed drastically. I guess, you have given up on me unknowingly. If I were to voice out my unhappiness towards you. You will feel vexed and irritated. So for the sake for keeping our relationship going, I fake a smile and swallow all the awful truth down. Yeah, I know people might say so unhappy than break lah. What is the point of keeping this relationship. And after all that happened, what is the point to salvage this relationship. I dont know why I am choosing this route too. My mind is asking me me to take the another route though it is super painful but my heart wants me to choose this route so badly. That can explain why I am walking this route now. Perhaps, it was me who caused things between us to be like this. Quarreling too often really did make this worst for the both of us. Or should I say make things worst at your side cause you are getting sick and tired of it and your feelings for me are fading. Temptations outside, you can't seem to resist. You have changed and I no longer know you. By looking at those cards you made for me, those things you once did for me, recalling those moments you are faithful and sacrifies your own well being for me, it just gives me strength to hold on. I am staying because I am still in love with you. The old you and I am pine-ing every hope that one day you will be changed back to the old you. I wish I wish.
It takes two hands to clap. Do you still want things between us to work out? Do you still love me? Sigh.
I really don't want both of us to end just like that, I thought we were stronger, I gave you my everything but why things turned out like this, I was never this serious before, Sigh. Sigh.
There's so much more to say, really.
I just can't elaborate further.
Feeling damm bruised and battered by everything.
I just feel like going back to the past, whereby everything between us are just so lovely.
Can we?
It takes two hands to clap. Do you still want things between us to work out? Do you still love me? Sigh.
I really don't want both of us to end just like that, I thought we were stronger, I gave you my everything but why things turned out like this, I was never this serious before, Sigh. Sigh.
There's so much more to say, really.
I just can't elaborate further.
Feeling damm bruised and battered by everything.
I just feel like going back to the past, whereby everything between us are just so lovely.
Can we?
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
White Horse- Taylor Swift
Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known
[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around
Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know
[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around
And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry
Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now
Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known
[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around
Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know
[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around
And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry
Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now
My eyes are super puffy now.
Don't ask me why cause I doubt I will tell anyone reason besides girlfriends and close friends.
One step at a time.
I believe I can overcome this.
Emotions aside.
There's alot of shows I wanna catch suddenly.
I dont know why too.
X-Men Origins: Wolverine
Night At The Museum 2
Angels And Demons
The Ramen Girl
The Uninvited
Saturday plan:
Town- Plaza Sing , The Cathay & FEP
Catch- X Men Origins: Wolverine & Night At The Museum 2
Billy bombers- Vanilla milkshake (Sudden craving)
Cathay- To catch toys!
FEP- SLICE for dessert.
Someone please fund me ):
$.$
Don't ask me why cause I doubt I will tell anyone reason besides girlfriends and close friends.
One step at a time.
I believe I can overcome this.
Emotions aside.
There's alot of shows I wanna catch suddenly.
I dont know why too.
X-Men Origins: Wolverine
Night At The Museum 2
Angels And Demons
The Ramen Girl
The Uninvited
Saturday plan:
Town- Plaza Sing , The Cathay & FEP
Catch- X Men Origins: Wolverine & Night At The Museum 2
Billy bombers- Vanilla milkshake (Sudden craving)
Cathay- To catch toys!
FEP- SLICE for dessert.
Someone please fund me ):
$.$